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Hi,

 

This is really intersting post that i have been thinking over to write. This happened few days back - when i just had a fite wid my Mom. 2 days back only there eas a case of mistrust with 2 of my close friends. Then i came across PRAXIS, for wich i have been bunking lectures since a week now and am already famous in class (not for my Placement but for featuring in the Defaulters 1st time in 4 years :P).

 

Now whatever follows is my own interpretation :

 

When it comes to my commitment to Work -> undoubtedly i just give my 120% shot into it ! Ask my Friends from my class, my batch mates, PRAXIS CORE or CSI council. This is how i prioritise -> Work, Eat, Play, Sleep. People always have been complementing me on my commitments, work, efficiency and pace.

 

Now, I;ll give u another scene to know about me - My fiends dont give me full "trust". What i mean over here is I dont get the proolnged tenure of friendship or attention ! I dont crave for it but still i do demand cos i have seen few of my past relationships breaking or going worse. I am pretty concerned about all but in the end i just end up giving less or no attention to these things. My life@home is also getting worse than ever. I havent had a new bonding to any1 in last 1 year. If this is not enough, I havent even been able to catch up wid my old friends and family. This has resulted in me getting away from my social circle. I have ended up being just another friend from what i was previosly tagged as "best" friend. This situation is just getting worse day/day whereas my decision to be away from all is getting firmer.

 

Well i can say something abt myself - m a great loser on a front that i shd not have chosen to be !

 

Any Questions or suggestions or viewpoints ?!